STRUGGLING WITH CONNECTING TO YOUR INNER SENSE OF SELF?

I'VE FELT THAT.

I WAS PUSHED OUT

THROUGHOUT K-12

In kindergarten, my teacher had me pick up trash in front of three different classes as a punishment. She rewarded me by allowing me to talk to the class turtle. In seventh grade, my trip to the blacks and wax museum was threaten because the top three buttons of my shirt wasn't fasten. I  wasn't a "bad student" but I was suspended for 11 days at a time with no adult supervision. 

MY DAD PASS AWAY BEFORE I TURNED 10.

I did not have the language for lost, grief, or spirt when my dad died. I had to detach from 

"what ifs" and open myself up to learn valuable lessons, messages that my dad wasn't able to teach me. I had to parent parts of me that was afraid after I experience this trauma. 

I FELT LESS THAN EVERYTIME

I GOT FIRED

The first three times were devastating. Then I learned about entrepreneurship. No, it doesn't mean I get to do what I want all the time.  I had to strengthen my weaknesses that I had while working for others, integrate my strengths that got me the jobs

I WAS REJECTED.

There are things that I wanted to be apart of from schools, relationships, and purchases amongst things that I thought I must get and have. 

I HAVE EVOLVED BY FACING MY FEARS, WALKING IN MY LIGHT, BUT STILL, 
I AM FACE WITH PERSONAL CHALLENGES

I GET TOLD THAT MY VOICE IS ANNOYING

 INVITES AREN'T ALWAYS SENT

EVERYONE DOESN'T LIKE ME

THERE WERE MANY CIRCUMSTANCES, RELATIONSHIPS,

& UNPREDICTABLE OUTCOMES THAT LEFT ME LOST, LONELY, & STUCK.